See those hands??
They are mine.
So……….. if those are my hands, it must mean……
I am UNDER the dock!
You know there must be a good story with this one!
When we were at the beach we all enjoyed kayaking in the inlet behind the house. Since it’s an inlet, there would be a high and low tide at our dock. Obviously, during high tide it was much easier to get into the kayak than at low tide. At low tide there was about a 4-5 foot distance between the dock and the kayak. At high tide it was only about a foot, so it was easy to just scoot over into the kayak.
Well…….. I was, Miss. Determined to kayak in the morning during low tide. I attempted to get into the kayak one beautiful, still, and quiet morning. As I was entering the kayak, I put too much pressure with my right foot on the side of the kayak as I was getting in. This spilled me and the kayak into the salty, inlet waters.
The kayak started floating under the dock and since these were not our kayaks, I was paranoid of watching it float out into the river so I grabbed it with my feet and held onto it. Which presented a dilemma. How do I get out of the water with out letting the kayak go. Curt was there, but was unsure as to what to do. I told him to go get Tyler. 🙂
I hear Tyler come walking down the path to the dock, he yells out,
“Mom, I am coming to the rescue…….Mom…..Mom????? Where are you?”
I reply, oh so casually, “under the dock”
“What!!!” And shortly after that I see Tyler peering under the dock to find me under it, and in the water. We both laughed hysterically for a few moments, then he grabbed the kayak and pulled it out of the water and then almost effortlessly pulled me out of the water!
( Nice to see the strength trainer I have been paying for him to go to is working!).
I was determined to try the kayak again right away, but I knew I had to dry off and head out to the beach for the day. But shortly after we arrived home again from the beach, I was back at it, determined to get back into that kayak!
Determined, that has always been me, I embrace a challenge and I am determined to turn it into something good. Ah, but this Alzheimer’s has been a tough one! As things worsen, it gets harder. But I do find myself even more determined to press on, to keep living life. It can be tempting to just keep Curt home when we head out, with our busy lives sometimes it’s easier. But I am determined to get him out, keep him going to things as long as he can, even if there are a few of those awkward moments that Alzheimer’s sometimes brings out.
Curt’s filter for saying things you shouldn’t appears to be “broken” and that lends it self to an occasional awkward moment! Like the time he said to a friend, ever so sweetly, “I am so glad you are trying to loose weight (long pause)………..you need to and it will help.” 🙂
He moves slow, on occasion walks in the wrong restroom door, comes out with his zipper still down…but it’s all good, it’s Alzheimer’s not Curt! We are determined to keep living life, even if it not the life we planned on, it’s the life we know at this time. So we will make the best of it!! 🙂
Our glorious vacation was a part of that, we stayed active, Curt went out in the ocean a lot and really enjoyed it. He couldn’t ride in the waves like he used to and occasionally got toppled by a wave, but he was also determined! 🙂 He also enjoyed parasailing immensely. So we press on, we are heading off to school in a few days.
Once again with out Curt.
Tyler will be a SENIOR, and Madi a sophomore, oh where has the time gone. But we press on……..and embrace this life God has given us to the best of our ability.
We are determined…….
~Continually restate to yourself what the purpose of your life is. The destined end of man is not happiness, nor health, but holiness~
Prayers are appreciated as we start school next week. It will be a big adjustment for me, but also for Curt. He will have someone with him during the day, and will have to get used to new routine.
Thank you friends!